What I really cherish are letters. Letters are more meanignful than words coming out in a human's mouth. I am nort really good at words but I am good at words which are written. Me, myself I love to write. Not only letters but something that I wanted to say, either it wil be an essay or article, a story, sometimes like poetry. I lobe letters especially long letters... especially when I knew that who wrote that letter really means to me.
I am here beside me, my box of letters. All kingds of it. Letters of friendsips, regre, sadness, cards of Christmas, Valentines and of course, Birthday cards. When I was in high school, I received a lot of letters. I collected most of my letters from my high school days. I can't remember those lassmates int he pastbut when I saw their letters to me, it will just suddenly came back, the memories and the face of that certain person who wrote that letter.
I received letters from all kinds of people who became part of my life. I remembered Glaiza. Glaiza is my bestfriend, or should I say was. I haven't seen her for years. I remembered my last visit was New Year, with her new baby beside her. Yes, she was already married, with two little cute siblings. And the reason I mentioned her was, my most letters acme from her.
We liked each other. We were buddies and nothing could change that. We wrote each other letters everyday though we're together all the time. That's so sweet of her. We shared same interest and we loved letters. :)
We experienced challenges in our friendship, hatred, jealousy and acceptance. Here are some of her letters...
This message is from a card that she gave me.
Ben,
Having you in my life is the greatest gift God could ever send. You were blessed and you make me feel someone nice. I just hope those words, those graces and all your friendship will remain even there will be 'others' to interfere with us.
Take care and always be yourself.
Aiz
A letter from Glaiza, New Year's message... December 30, 2001
Ben,
Thank you for all the kindness and appreciation. I know I never been the perfect friend for you but I'm the cutest friend you can ever imagine. Just kidding well, it's almost three months and we'll be leving each other's company for our college's life. But remember I'm still right here. Just a few meters away from you... if ever you're missing me right new.
Gee... Congratulations! appy New Year! Happy Valentine's! Happy Foundation Day! Happy POS and yeah! Congratulations on your graduation day!
I love you!
Aiz
Another letter from her... just a note.
Dear Benedith,
Wow! Heavy! Sana stay the same i'll always forever for life I love you!
Don't ever ever change and sana ahit matandang gurang na ugod ugod ka na (kaw lang) sana, best friends pa rin tayo!
That's wat prends por for!
Eternally,
Aiz
PS: looking through the eyes of love. your secrets safe with me... I love you, I love you, the way you love A-N-I-M-E! Ang ganda mo! (syempre magtwin tayo) ---
Nestle Twin
Dnaiz =)
Another note from Glaiza
All these years I've met a lot of people anmd they come and go. Now that I've come to know you, I wish that this will not just be for a while because you're a person I hope and share a lot of things with.
*Dennaiz
*DENNAIZ - Glaiza's screen name. She combined her name and Dennis' name (ghost fighter)
This is a letter she wrote when I left with my family, from our old place and migrated here in Quezon.
Ben,
I really would like you to know thatno matter what happen, I will always be there for you. I am always right here waiting for you. I swear to you my love will remain and I'll swear ti all over again. Put in your mind that if I had only one friend left I want it to be you. I'll always love you.
Thanks nga pala for all the efforts time and money that we'd share each other, pati kina kumpare. Alam mo, I really really missed you. Kung puede nga lang na dito ka muna sa amin eh, libre and lodging and eating ha! ha! ha! Kung puede nga lang na mabisita kita araw araw eh ayos na! Kaso lague na lang si *Yeng ang nakikita mo eh! Oooops! Di ako jealous ha? You're still the best and I know that you feel the same way, right? I know! Siyangapal, wala lang. Missing you kasi eh! Grabe! Alam mo, mare, maynadarama akong kakaiba. Basta sana 'wag 'tong magbago kasi I feel that I have the need for serious relationship. Alam kong I'm a year older than you but parang you're mature than me eh! I need yor advice. What will I do? Ang gulo talaga ni ako no? Sorry... wag na nga nating pag-usapan. O kailan ba ulit tayo maggiguitara sa bundok, one full moon night...
PS: nagugutom na ako! kain tayo!
Aiz
Friday, July 4, 2008
Wednesday, June 25, 2008
Recall Thoughts
It is really an ordinary day. I went home after work and sleeping all morning until I get tired of laying in bed. There's nothing to do and nothing to say. Very routine. Wala kasing magawang maganda kundi mag computer nang mag computer.
This day I called my employer about my cash card na nawala... tinanong ko kung meron na bang bago. Today is the 10th day of waiting, and fortunately, na an dun na ung cash card ko. Nakakainis nga kasi ilang linggo na 'yun, ngayon ko pa lang na-verify o ngayon ko pa lang na check na talgang na andun na ung card na 'yun. Malas talga... kung kelan patapos na kami ng contract sa pinagtatrabahuhan ko, saka pa nawala.
I remembered last June 5, suweldo ko yun... nilibre ko si Ariane, my kadormate nung college pa ako. I am 2 to years older than her. Kaya nauna ako gumaraduweyt sa kanya... and also I was with Randy... the boy of my dreams and nightmares... hehehe... Dyahe nga eh. Kung saka ko pa siya kasama saka pa ako pumalpak. Kasi after siguro ng ilang months na without communication, ngayon lang ule kami nagkita. And I am very much excited nung time na 'yun... I treated them sa isa sa mga fast food chain sa bayan... mabuti nga nailibre ko pa sila, kung hindi yare... sila ang makakapag bayad ng kinain nila. Then siguro nung pauwe na kami saka ko lang napansin na nawawala ung wallet ko. Yare! Nung una hindi pa ako nagpapanic kasi ang alam ko, pera lang na P500 then naalala ko na na andun pala ung ATM ko... cash card as in. Ayun nagpanic na ako. :( haaayyy
Then you know, sa totoo lang hindi ko masyado na feel na nawala 'yung cash card ko. I am very much overwhelmed at that time. Medyo hindi ko napansin na nawala pala ung cash card ko. Kung hindi pa pinaaalala ni Ariane... hehehe. Medyo hindi rin naman ako nag alala. hehehe.
After naming kumain pumunta kami sa bahay nina Ariane where we met her family. Okay ang family niya. Very warming ang pagtanggap nila sa amin. Natutuwa naman ako kasi enjoy naman ang buong araw. Nung gabi na, we decided to go home (with Randy) pero pinakain pa kami ng ulam nila. Ang sarap ng pakiramdam ng feeling, parang very close na kayo, though actually that was the first time na nakausap ko ung mama ni Ariane.
We went home together, Randy and I. Hinatid niya ako using his motorcycle. Well, I am very happy that time na talgang nakalimutan ko na ung trahedya sa ken... sa pagkawala ng wallet ko. Kasi it's like a dream come true. I am always dreaming that one day we'll do this kind of enjoyment, with him. I never thought of anything else except I was with him that time. And I wish that it would never end. Wishing that this dream won't end. Hehehe... What am I saying? Eh hindi ko nga alam if he felt this same way. I wish that too.
heheh... so then, nung andun na kami sa may bungad ng daan papunta sa amin, walang traysikel. Napilitan tuloy siyang ihatid ako sa men... hehehe ... very overwhelmed ule ako.. hehehe... siempre very thankful na at least kahit na medyo napipilitan eh, hinatid niya pa rin ako. Nagkataon kasi na ginagawa ung daan sa men kaya nung time na yun walang trausikel. Hinatid na niya ako paamen. Nung dumating ako sa amen, na andun yung hipag ko at tito ko. Kinausap na niya rin para magkaroon sila ng acquiantance. I told him before he go, na itext niya ako, pag andun na siya sa bahay. Kasi nga naman, nakakatakot kasi samen, marami NPA (daw) and andaming mga nag aabang. Medyo worried din ako.
Siguro after 30 minutes, nagtext na siya saken. Aba, bilis ah. Nagtext siya na buti na lang safe siya dumating sa kanila, at talagang natakot siya pauwe. Hehehe... nag sorry ako and I thank him for caring. He didn't say yes, it's okay... siguro understood na 'yun.
Siguro kinabukasan ko na naramdaman ung alala tungkol sa nawala kong wallet. Hehehe... Pero hindi naman ako nagsisisi sa mga nangyari, in fact I wished na maulet 'yun. :)
I missed him so much. I really wanted to be with him always... those were the times that I will cherish forever... kasi once in a lifetime 'yun...
hehehe
:)
This day I called my employer about my cash card na nawala... tinanong ko kung meron na bang bago. Today is the 10th day of waiting, and fortunately, na an dun na ung cash card ko. Nakakainis nga kasi ilang linggo na 'yun, ngayon ko pa lang na-verify o ngayon ko pa lang na check na talgang na andun na ung card na 'yun. Malas talga... kung kelan patapos na kami ng contract sa pinagtatrabahuhan ko, saka pa nawala.
I remembered last June 5, suweldo ko yun... nilibre ko si Ariane, my kadormate nung college pa ako. I am 2 to years older than her. Kaya nauna ako gumaraduweyt sa kanya... and also I was with Randy... the boy of my dreams and nightmares... hehehe... Dyahe nga eh. Kung saka ko pa siya kasama saka pa ako pumalpak. Kasi after siguro ng ilang months na without communication, ngayon lang ule kami nagkita. And I am very much excited nung time na 'yun... I treated them sa isa sa mga fast food chain sa bayan... mabuti nga nailibre ko pa sila, kung hindi yare... sila ang makakapag bayad ng kinain nila. Then siguro nung pauwe na kami saka ko lang napansin na nawawala ung wallet ko. Yare! Nung una hindi pa ako nagpapanic kasi ang alam ko, pera lang na P500 then naalala ko na na andun pala ung ATM ko... cash card as in. Ayun nagpanic na ako. :( haaayyy
Then you know, sa totoo lang hindi ko masyado na feel na nawala 'yung cash card ko. I am very much overwhelmed at that time. Medyo hindi ko napansin na nawala pala ung cash card ko. Kung hindi pa pinaaalala ni Ariane... hehehe. Medyo hindi rin naman ako nag alala. hehehe.
After naming kumain pumunta kami sa bahay nina Ariane where we met her family. Okay ang family niya. Very warming ang pagtanggap nila sa amin. Natutuwa naman ako kasi enjoy naman ang buong araw. Nung gabi na, we decided to go home (with Randy) pero pinakain pa kami ng ulam nila. Ang sarap ng pakiramdam ng feeling, parang very close na kayo, though actually that was the first time na nakausap ko ung mama ni Ariane.
We went home together, Randy and I. Hinatid niya ako using his motorcycle. Well, I am very happy that time na talgang nakalimutan ko na ung trahedya sa ken... sa pagkawala ng wallet ko. Kasi it's like a dream come true. I am always dreaming that one day we'll do this kind of enjoyment, with him. I never thought of anything else except I was with him that time. And I wish that it would never end. Wishing that this dream won't end. Hehehe... What am I saying? Eh hindi ko nga alam if he felt this same way. I wish that too.
heheh... so then, nung andun na kami sa may bungad ng daan papunta sa amin, walang traysikel. Napilitan tuloy siyang ihatid ako sa men... hehehe ... very overwhelmed ule ako.. hehehe... siempre very thankful na at least kahit na medyo napipilitan eh, hinatid niya pa rin ako. Nagkataon kasi na ginagawa ung daan sa men kaya nung time na yun walang trausikel. Hinatid na niya ako paamen. Nung dumating ako sa amen, na andun yung hipag ko at tito ko. Kinausap na niya rin para magkaroon sila ng acquiantance. I told him before he go, na itext niya ako, pag andun na siya sa bahay. Kasi nga naman, nakakatakot kasi samen, marami NPA (daw) and andaming mga nag aabang. Medyo worried din ako.
Siguro after 30 minutes, nagtext na siya saken. Aba, bilis ah. Nagtext siya na buti na lang safe siya dumating sa kanila, at talagang natakot siya pauwe. Hehehe... nag sorry ako and I thank him for caring. He didn't say yes, it's okay... siguro understood na 'yun.
Siguro kinabukasan ko na naramdaman ung alala tungkol sa nawala kong wallet. Hehehe... Pero hindi naman ako nagsisisi sa mga nangyari, in fact I wished na maulet 'yun. :)
I missed him so much. I really wanted to be with him always... those were the times that I will cherish forever... kasi once in a lifetime 'yun...
hehehe
:)
Thursday, June 19, 2008
i'm back
hello...
this is my blog na naiwan ko na... hindi ko na pinag-aksayahan ng panahon kasi nung mga panahon na un.. meron akong blog na kasing bagsik ng bagyo... tornado kumbaga... hehehe, pero ngayon wala na yun kasi binura ko na yung mga contents ng blog... na kasing bagsik din ng leon hehehe... bagsik kasi marami ang nasaktan.. :(
anyway... I see here na last july pa or august 2007 ang huli kong post. hehe, anu naman? wala namang nagbi-view ng blog ko. and besides anu bang interesting sa blog ko... wala, kundi mga walang kwentang kwento ko... hehehe... walang kwenta sa iba pero mahalaga sa akin.
hindi ako katulad ng iba na kayang i-express ang sarili nila verbally, everytime i have to say something very important, i'm running out of words.. like yung nangyari last august 2007. I am still studying pa noon, I worked on my blog, mga ilang weeks un.. those were the hardest days of my life. Doon ko binuhos lahat ng nasa utak ko. Lahat ng nasa isip ko na hindi ko kayang ilabas... 'yun nga lang, I made the biggest mistake in life.
You know, I was a working student when I was in college. That school adopted me, as a student and as a worker. I am doing my duty every 5 hours a day, and at the same time studying at 3-4 subjects. It was quite difficult kasi management ung kailangan sa buhay mo. And siyempre hindi mawawala "disiplina"... ewan ko kung nagkaroon ako ng ganun nung andun pa ako. Slight lang siguro...
We have an organization, lahat ng working andun... and meron din kami sariling president and secretary and so on and so fort. Madre ang may hawak sa amin. I really like this nun. We are not that close, I just admire her from afar. All of us, interns are longing to get close to her... hehehe, ewan... minsan nga lang hindi rin kami natututukan isa isa, kaya ayun, hanggang kwento na lang...
Nangyari kasi ung "biggest mistake" ko nung August last year and graduating ako. I was fourth year college and I will be graduating in October. Very complicated huh...? I was with my co-fourth year MG (as we call ouselves, working students), we talked about some issues in our organization. Nagtsitsismisan lang ng konti. Kasi di ba? Laging may prolema sa isang organization. Mga problema na alam ng lahat, napag-uusapan and minsan nakukumentuhan ng mga kasama, bad or good pa 'yan. Well, 'yun. Napag-usapan namin ung mga hindi naman kalakihang mga issues and we even talked about our own issues... And then I came up with an idea na why don't we list those talkings and comments? Ayun na! Doon nagsimula. Nai-encourage ako na gumawa ng isang blog, where we can say our comments and ideas regarding sa mga nangyayari sa buhay MG namin.
I made a blog, like this. And then nag umpisa akong magsulat ng mga articles. Naku! Minsan ayako na talaga balikan ung mga araw na 'yun. Siguro I made 6-7 articles about what I have in my mind. Then I realized, what I've done is not a good idea. At firs kasi, hindi ko napapansin 'yun and then afterwards, ung mga results after nilang basahin, parang ang labas ko is isa akong aktibista ng school. I am commenting on the organization, kinukuwestiyon ko ang pamamalakad ng organization and the worst, I even judged persons. Goodness, I don't know what have I done. Saka ko lang naisip na sobra 'yung paninira ko. I called paninira kasi may naka alam na faculty ng school about this blog and sabi niya a i-delete agad ang blog dahil hindi magandang output for the school. I feel so ashamed na gusto ko na mag-voluntary exit. And ang nakakakaba, they don't know who is the editor of this blog... worst is AKO ung editor. :(
Sa blog na naka-view nun... marami silang sinabi. Mga comments na tumitira sa iba pang nagcomment. I created a war. War between brothers and sisters. Lahat na kasi naka-view na ng blog na 'yun. Lahat me comment and 'yung iba sa blog niko-comment. Ang problema kasi, hindi papatalo 'yung isa sa comment nung isa. Puro comment pero puro sa sulat lang. Walang confrontation.
Goodness, minsan ayako na rin i-detail lahat ng nangyari kasi 'yun ung time na I even thought na sana mawala na lang ako. Malungkot kasi ang nag-iisa. That time, I was alone. No one was with me nung kainitan ng eskandalo. I wanted to disappear pero hindi naman puede 'yun. I have to clean the mess that I made. I talked to my coordinator (the nun that I am talking about earlier), I cried and cried. I don't know what to say because I am guilty. I said I'm sorry and I wished I never met those persons, kasi they're so wonderful and they did not deserve to be hurt... and not accepting the fact that I was the one who created pain. I promised my coordinator to fix the problem with all my might.
Then my judgement day came. I was so nervous and don't know what to say. I came to her again and asked for advice. She only said I should pray. I did and I faced my consequences. I talked to everybody and said I am sorry. I said I created this so I should be the one to end it. Siguro talgang matatapang ang mga Pilipino at ayaw papa awat sa mga gulo. Marami kami kasing reaksyon sa blog, sa pag-amin ko... but in the end, nakita ko kung sino-sino ang mga kaibigan ko. 'Yung iba I thought they were my friends but, in times that I needed support, they are not even there to defend me, I was disappointed but happy.
Hanggang ngayon, naiisip ko na at least bago man lang ako umalis sa school na 'yun I made a legend... I am Legend.. hehehe.. pero talga hindi ko naisip na magagawa ko 'yun. I was just a simple discussions but lumaki nang lumaki. Naisip ko din na siguro hindi lalala ang gulo kung hindi pinalaki ang gulo. Simple comments lang, angal na agad. The point is, reflect and sabihin na medyo totoo un ah! OK! hehehe... hindi naman lahat ng tao ganun nga pala... hehehe
But at least I learned my lesson.. mahirap ang pinagdaanan ko dahil lang sa mapusok kong pag-iisip, nagawa kong manakit ng iba. Hehehe...
Well, naikwento ko lang naman..
Ngayon, I am working in a call canter, very contradicting sa personality ko. hehehe... Okay lang. Trabaho eh.
I am glad I am back...
Na-miss ko din and pagsusulat...
:)
this is my blog na naiwan ko na... hindi ko na pinag-aksayahan ng panahon kasi nung mga panahon na un.. meron akong blog na kasing bagsik ng bagyo... tornado kumbaga... hehehe, pero ngayon wala na yun kasi binura ko na yung mga contents ng blog... na kasing bagsik din ng leon hehehe... bagsik kasi marami ang nasaktan.. :(
anyway... I see here na last july pa or august 2007 ang huli kong post. hehe, anu naman? wala namang nagbi-view ng blog ko. and besides anu bang interesting sa blog ko... wala, kundi mga walang kwentang kwento ko... hehehe... walang kwenta sa iba pero mahalaga sa akin.
hindi ako katulad ng iba na kayang i-express ang sarili nila verbally, everytime i have to say something very important, i'm running out of words.. like yung nangyari last august 2007. I am still studying pa noon, I worked on my blog, mga ilang weeks un.. those were the hardest days of my life. Doon ko binuhos lahat ng nasa utak ko. Lahat ng nasa isip ko na hindi ko kayang ilabas... 'yun nga lang, I made the biggest mistake in life.
You know, I was a working student when I was in college. That school adopted me, as a student and as a worker. I am doing my duty every 5 hours a day, and at the same time studying at 3-4 subjects. It was quite difficult kasi management ung kailangan sa buhay mo. And siyempre hindi mawawala "disiplina"... ewan ko kung nagkaroon ako ng ganun nung andun pa ako. Slight lang siguro...
We have an organization, lahat ng working andun... and meron din kami sariling president and secretary and so on and so fort. Madre ang may hawak sa amin. I really like this nun. We are not that close, I just admire her from afar. All of us, interns are longing to get close to her... hehehe, ewan... minsan nga lang hindi rin kami natututukan isa isa, kaya ayun, hanggang kwento na lang...
Nangyari kasi ung "biggest mistake" ko nung August last year and graduating ako. I was fourth year college and I will be graduating in October. Very complicated huh...? I was with my co-fourth year MG (as we call ouselves, working students), we talked about some issues in our organization. Nagtsitsismisan lang ng konti. Kasi di ba? Laging may prolema sa isang organization. Mga problema na alam ng lahat, napag-uusapan and minsan nakukumentuhan ng mga kasama, bad or good pa 'yan. Well, 'yun. Napag-usapan namin ung mga hindi naman kalakihang mga issues and we even talked about our own issues... And then I came up with an idea na why don't we list those talkings and comments? Ayun na! Doon nagsimula. Nai-encourage ako na gumawa ng isang blog, where we can say our comments and ideas regarding sa mga nangyayari sa buhay MG namin.
I made a blog, like this. And then nag umpisa akong magsulat ng mga articles. Naku! Minsan ayako na talaga balikan ung mga araw na 'yun. Siguro I made 6-7 articles about what I have in my mind. Then I realized, what I've done is not a good idea. At firs kasi, hindi ko napapansin 'yun and then afterwards, ung mga results after nilang basahin, parang ang labas ko is isa akong aktibista ng school. I am commenting on the organization, kinukuwestiyon ko ang pamamalakad ng organization and the worst, I even judged persons. Goodness, I don't know what have I done. Saka ko lang naisip na sobra 'yung paninira ko. I called paninira kasi may naka alam na faculty ng school about this blog and sabi niya a i-delete agad ang blog dahil hindi magandang output for the school. I feel so ashamed na gusto ko na mag-voluntary exit. And ang nakakakaba, they don't know who is the editor of this blog... worst is AKO ung editor. :(
Sa blog na naka-view nun... marami silang sinabi. Mga comments na tumitira sa iba pang nagcomment. I created a war. War between brothers and sisters. Lahat na kasi naka-view na ng blog na 'yun. Lahat me comment and 'yung iba sa blog niko-comment. Ang problema kasi, hindi papatalo 'yung isa sa comment nung isa. Puro comment pero puro sa sulat lang. Walang confrontation.
Goodness, minsan ayako na rin i-detail lahat ng nangyari kasi 'yun ung time na I even thought na sana mawala na lang ako. Malungkot kasi ang nag-iisa. That time, I was alone. No one was with me nung kainitan ng eskandalo. I wanted to disappear pero hindi naman puede 'yun. I have to clean the mess that I made. I talked to my coordinator (the nun that I am talking about earlier), I cried and cried. I don't know what to say because I am guilty. I said I'm sorry and I wished I never met those persons, kasi they're so wonderful and they did not deserve to be hurt... and not accepting the fact that I was the one who created pain. I promised my coordinator to fix the problem with all my might.
Then my judgement day came. I was so nervous and don't know what to say. I came to her again and asked for advice. She only said I should pray. I did and I faced my consequences. I talked to everybody and said I am sorry. I said I created this so I should be the one to end it. Siguro talgang matatapang ang mga Pilipino at ayaw papa awat sa mga gulo. Marami kami kasing reaksyon sa blog, sa pag-amin ko... but in the end, nakita ko kung sino-sino ang mga kaibigan ko. 'Yung iba I thought they were my friends but, in times that I needed support, they are not even there to defend me, I was disappointed but happy.
Hanggang ngayon, naiisip ko na at least bago man lang ako umalis sa school na 'yun I made a legend... I am Legend.. hehehe.. pero talga hindi ko naisip na magagawa ko 'yun. I was just a simple discussions but lumaki nang lumaki. Naisip ko din na siguro hindi lalala ang gulo kung hindi pinalaki ang gulo. Simple comments lang, angal na agad. The point is, reflect and sabihin na medyo totoo un ah! OK! hehehe... hindi naman lahat ng tao ganun nga pala... hehehe
But at least I learned my lesson.. mahirap ang pinagdaanan ko dahil lang sa mapusok kong pag-iisip, nagawa kong manakit ng iba. Hehehe...
Well, naikwento ko lang naman..
Ngayon, I am working in a call canter, very contradicting sa personality ko. hehehe... Okay lang. Trabaho eh.
I am glad I am back...
Na-miss ko din and pagsusulat...
:)
Wednesday, July 11, 2007
Thursday, July 5, 2007
art appreciative ka ba?
nandito na naman ako...
kahit siguro na i-post ko sa mga intern ang site ng blog ko, dedeadmahin nila ako...
heheh....
ganun talga!
well...
i am about to die last summer.... hehehe... almost... i don't have to close my eyes to dream about this nightmare.
it's there... coming at me but i didn't warn my self... i hate it though...
it's like i'm telling myself that i'll be dead for the next time...
very poor of me... but i appreciate it the joy i have for a quite short little time...
its like art... the first time you see it, its pleasing... sometime it became deadly to the eyes...
Monday, July 2, 2007
my adventure of summer...
tell me about ur summer....
summer romance....
summer outings....
summer stud....
summer heartaches....
summer chever!
kahit anu!
luv yah all!
summer romance....
summer outings....
summer stud....
summer heartaches....
summer chever!
kahit anu!
luv yah all!
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